ps, comments on posts!! that means people read this!! weird.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
i feel like a fool for thinking i was stronger than i really am
so i was dating this boy a few weeks back. he came down with a cold. he told me not to be too close, or that i would catch it from him. i informed him that i had an invincible immune system and wouldn't be susceptible to whatever he had. well, i've had this cold for about two weeks now, which is about how long it's been since i dumped said boy. i'm angry that i thought i was invincible. both for the illness and for him. i always dump the guys and then regret it and wish i could have them back. i'm doing better with this one. but it's hard not to think about him every once and a while. reminds me of aida. "all i have to do is pretend i never knew him on those very rare occasions when he steals into my heart". i love musicals. other aida lyrics ringing true to me these last few days "i shall not envy lovers but long for what they share. an empty room is merciless, don't be surprised if i confess i need some comfort there". amazing lyrics + fantastic harmonies = food to my soul. now i am really craving aida! but i need to go to bed. staying up until 4 in the morning isn't good for a weakened body. it takes it's toll. hopefully i don't die at my exercise class tomorrow morning.